Celebrating 40

Most birthdays seem to come and go, but this one, my 40th, has brought lots of reflection and fresh perspective.....

No doubt about it, I may wear the same size clothes I wore before having kids, but they don't fit the same. I wake up in the morning to dark circles and extra cargo under my eyes. Even short jogs test my bladder control. Let's not get started about the belly that refuses to tone....SO stubborn. Aging is no picnic. I know that. However, something changed in my soul recently in church when a young 13 year old, David, gave a talk in Sacrament Meeting. He shared that just the other day he was sitting in school and glanced at his hand, and appreciating the miracle of his body, he was reminded of the reality of God. I wondered how often I look at my body as evidence of God's existence. I'll continue to look after my health, but the aging microscope seems to have softened, bringing the aging process into a healthy, spiritual perspective. I'm thankful that David shared this simple, profound experience. I've taken it to heart.

This morning as I was showered with birthday kindness, Grace said, "The best birthday gift in the whole wide world is LOVE." My heart feels like it could burst when I contemplate the love I have in my life within the walls of my home, among my extended family, and my dear friends. I'm looking forward to going out to dinner with the family tonight and sporting my birthday down coat, but Grace is right on....Love is the greatest gift.

(Photo Credit: Macy Robison Photography)

While for just over a decade I've loved welcoming our 5 beautiful babes into the world and mothering them, this coming decade will bring mothering changes.....I'll have 2 kids in college! I love every day I have to mother my children. My mom died at 49, and I just know that each day is a gift.

I'm excited to fulfill a personal dream of going back to school once my kids are all in school---this is the year! I'll get started once Wesley enters pre-school in the fall. I'm thankful for my family's support. I have no idea what I'll study, but I'm hoping to find an avenue I love.

So, here's to 40---to more hopes, dreams, blessings, hugs & kisses, & lots of love! I don't care if 40 is the new 30....I simply and deeply appreciate being in a good place for this birthday. I know that the good in my soul and in my life comes from a loving and merciful Savior. The path He has blessed me with is far richer than any I would have made on my own.